15.4

ary jumaat mlm sabtu aq gd0h ngn bf aq ... :(
kmi gd0h sbb ad 0rg ambk gmbq aq n wt fb bru ..
hurm ... gd0h tr0k jgk ar ...
aq xtw nk wt pe ... ea mntx gmbq dkt aq .. aq p0wn bg laa ... tp ea kata ea xdpt ...
ea mcm prcaya dkt 0rg yg mnyamar jdy aq ...
kwn2 ea p0wn prcaya dkt 0rg 2 ..
hurm ... aty aq sdey sgt ... 0rg yg aq prcaya slama ny mcm xcye j ngn aq ...
mmg mlm 2 aq sdey gler ...
aq xthu nk bktikn mcm anew lgi dkt ea ...
aq ad mntx pt0s ...
tp aq xley lpakn ea n aq xley lpas kn ea ..
aq syg ea sgt2 ...
hurm ... aq xthu nk wt pe ...
mcm2 cra aq wt ..
tp aq ttap xtw sape 0rg 2 ....
semua gmbq aq ea ad ...
arghh .....
disebabkn org 2 aq gd0h ngn ea ....
abg ayg sy abg...
ayg mntx mf sbb ayg ad mntx pt0s ...
bkn niat ayg nk wt abg sdey ..
ayg cma kcewa sbb abg xcye dkt ayg ...
hurm ... ayg mntx mf byk2 ...:(
ayg xnk khilangn abg ....
' we bdx.. aq mntx tlg sgt2 .. unx pdm la fb 2 ...unx nk mnyamr jdy aq p0wn bkn ley dpt ap ... klau dkt duet xpe ar ... ny dpt d0se .. baek xyh ...aq mrayu dkt unx .. tlg la pdam .. sbb unx laa aq gd0h ngn bf aq ... aq mrayu sgt2 ...' :(

:'(

kenapa ad 0rg dndam ngn aq ??
apew slah aq ngn ea ??
hurm .... klau aq ad wt slah ngn ea aq mntx mf ... tlg laa pdam fb 2....
smlm aq xley nk tid0 sbb pkir bnde ny ...
aq rse mcm nk cri bdx 2 n bnuh tr0s ...
nsib baek ramai yg bri aq s'mgt utk aq... klau x,bdx 2 aq bnuh tr0s ...
aq xkre d0sa ke x ...
jnjy aq puas aty ...
ya allah ya tuhanku...
tlg la hmba mu ni ... kau berilah aq smngat utk hdapi smua ni ...
hmbamu ni xmmpu utk brtahan lgi ...
kau beri lah aq kekuatan utk smua ni ...
amin ..
abg...2 bkn fb ayg ...
ayg xkn crg ngn abg .... 
ayg sygkn abg ...